I have been in this situation several times! But the one thing I don't ever remember is, I am only hurting myself. I guess maybe it's because I am scared of not knowing... I am letting fear take over my mind and my actions, but is that how I want to live? Do I want to live my life in fear or trust the Lord who is here to guide us and protect us. Who has a plan for us that is so great we can't even imagine what it will be. I guess that is where our fear of the unknown comes into play. Why do we let our fear rule us? We must trust God because His plan is perfect!!!!!!!